untitled no. 2 [March 2021]
i've been in love so many times
i don't even know what it means anymore
or maybe it's the only definition i know
and anything short just baffles me
maybe it's the sea i swam
before washing up on this desert
maybe i used my chances
sucked it bone dry
fucked the life out of it
returned to the ticket booth one too many times
like a careless child
testing the limits of her delicate tummy
maybe love no longer runs hot through my veins
but sits like plaque in my arteries
maybe i'm old
maybe i'm cold
maybe i'm dead
oh love
i'm so not fucking done with you